Back to work

So today I am going to work. I have been doing work from home with James close by and I have even brought him to an appointment that I had where I met an evaluator at Starbucks to discuss a device. Today though I am going without him. Jeremy went back to work pretty much when we came home from PA and I haven't thought anything of it, but now it's my turn. I have almost turned into a stay at home dad and sometimes I wish I could, but I think I would go nuts! At this stage where James is still little and just kind of wiggling around and needs me to hold him a lot and sleeps and eats and poops it is nutso, and I am getting quickly bored with laying on the floor or having tummy time. Don't get me wrong I am enjoying every min of it, but it's kind of like ground hog day, get up have a bottle, change a diaper, have a nap, play on the floor. I am excited for and dread the day he starts walking and can go on walks by himself. Anyways today I left and something happened, usually he has been waking up around midnight, gets swaddled and the is back to bed until 2:30/3am where he has a bottle and then asleep for another few hours and I get him out of his crib around 6:30. Well today he was still asleep at 6:30, and 7am...and 7:15...then he got up. My sisters are here for a few days so I can do some work and one of them got him up and dressed and I kissed I'm goodbye and left. I can't wait to get back home and see him! It's the first time with and "all day" babysitter,but he is in the capable hands of my sisters who have raised their own children and know what to do so I feel good, although I miss him terribly!